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seriously

wahahhaa.

by the way i’m sick.
so i guess my amaths paper will be a goner.
my brain is totally not working.

it broke down since 8.30am when i was stoning at the Food question.
my mind went blank. idiott.

i slept for 2 hours. and somehow my mum told me to wake up. and than she say why so hot!
obviously sick right. my mum scolded me for that…….

and than i cried. LOL. stress??? i cried 2 times today. seriously the tears just come down like this..

temperature went down. is a good (= hope tomorrow will be better..

and than i saw my phone with one miss call. so called back teehao.
and than he asked me i just woke up? haha cos i was lying down on the bed talking to him. uberly weak to sit up.

so took out the worksheet and told him the question. so minutes later put down the phone. and i stand up.

my image was like blurr blurr. i saw two image…  and than my eyes going to close but dont want to close my leg totally no energy and i nearly fell down….

so i stoned for  5 minutes before taking out my books. and i cant even hold my pen. uberly weak. bored. )=

***

yes im very stress.  im uberly guilty over somthing. plus the stress my sis gave me. shit ass things.

after exams im going to buy something i like to cheer myself up. i feel like getting a itouch/a wallet/my beloved camera. oh yes. pray hard i solve this idiot shit ass problems before i go on my very long weekends holidays/= for my to zzzzz

 having headache right now.
shall get to sleep and not touching the book anymore.
my health is more important than studies. ahhh. seriously uberly weak………

good luck to me.
i guess i wont be doing well for this last paper.

like

why am i sick????

after my amaths paper than sick lah.

as if i can control the virus attacking me. -.-”’

one word for you

vivian hate exams.

WHO LIKES EXAMS..

and i got to say this.
school’s time table for exams sucks totally.
GET IT.

extremely idiot school..

**

headed out again to study. before my sis come knocking on my door
and Vivian jie jie. how to do?
what are you doing.

SHUT UP! exams stress.

which means. he just piangseh me.

he’s the one that made my a.amths improve from F9 to a a1 

i told him not to piangseh me. but he say i didnt piangseh you. );

the days we solve the amaths question till both of us vomit blood.
the day i spread the flu virus to him and he got to use a tissue to cover his mouth.
the day he teach me until so bored that he sleep.
the day he teach me till he vomit blood.
the days the teach until he lose his voice.

i swear, he’s the best teacher i ever have.

he spotted questions for my N’s and whatever he taught me came out.

well, a brand new teacher is coming. i dont know he will be as good as him.
but i will miss him a lot.

since this is the last lesson. he’s graduating from NTU.
i wish him all the best.
and may god bless you.
hope you can get a girlfriend tooo xDDD.

will be come back to teach me.??? I HOPE SO….

memories you gave me will be in my heart forever.
best teacher i ever have even thought i pick you up from the dustbin (=

well is time for me to date with my books again. tomorrow is maths common test.
all the best to everyone <333

i hate people who say my friends. so what? you think you are very good in such things. why not you do. ?

if you think that he did not do a great job, in the first place why you dont want to tell him.
and now you start complaining.

and i already told you before..he might not be good in this. and I TOLD YOU.

and now…………….

you want me to ask him to plan for the next collection. where to take how to take….CAN. BUT. if you are the person taking the pic for me. and you hear such a stupid idiot words, how would you feel? you just feel like i-dont-wish-to-do.

and now i really dont know how to open my mouth. to say all the things you asked me to tell him. he is my friend. i dont wish to pull other people down because of this. really. i hate to do this…

im feeling damn seriously fucked up by the things made up by you. and is you. AND IS YOU!.

you stress i stress. so who is not stress.

exams is coming and yet you want me to help you. HELLO……….. you went out last night, didnt i help you? 

and is like. last night com broke down. is it my fault? went to use your computer. and use the stupid Internetexplorer. how i know your computer have problem. waited for your computer to load takes years already..and keep no respond. so of course use finish off it lah! then what you want me to do>? stone with your computer? play with it?

blame this shit desktop.make it spoil. i will be happy.  yes im the one using it. but there is other people using it right.!!!!!!!

already having exams damn piss off because there is tons of shit ass shit things i can’t solve. and yet you still talk to me in such a idiot manner. REALLY LAH! what’s the problem, girl?

 im getting very piss off with everything.
i just wish that i can go out and study.

fuck fuck fuck.

i cant study in peace..

SHUT YOUR ASS MOUTH PLEASE!!!!!!!!

seriously. if i got the camera. i will go do it myself. i hate to ask people to help me.
this is my thing. i own it, why should i ask him to do…….

even thought i pay him. why? do it yourself.

and than my dad can be so uberly funny. telling me courts having fab deals. and when he go there, so many people buying camera. and yet….i dont see my camera yet i see the stupid oto thingy for the massaging of back. and im very sure after few months, it will be dump into the store room. BUT seriously courts is giving seriously fab deals. you know i know. and why you keep whining at me. when im the one whining at you to buy. FREE  external hard disk, flash, tripod, 8GB card. is like. and you are looking at the model that just came out months ago.  and you think the price will go down somemore? you think there will be more free gifts coming up.? yes from the sky. in your dream land.

I SERIOUSLY REGRETTED NOT BUYING IT WITH MY OWN MONEY. REALLY.

seriously you made my life sucks like some nobody shit person. do this do that.

what is the damn fcuking problem.

1. ask xx to help me do the photoshop about the licenec stuff and xx say it’s idiot proof le..
firstly I’M NOT THE ONE WHO INSTALL THIS IDIOT FUCKING SHIT PHOTOSHOP.
second.: sis ask me to and than ask you, you didnt bother replying my message. GREAT JOB (=
third; replying my message sucks?

2. bloody hell. you think you very princess is it wor. must help you take this take that wor…………
firstly IM NOT YOUR MAID.
SECOND: DONT TREAT ME LIKE THIS.
THRID: GOT BF SAY LAH. DONT NEED TO HIDE RIGHT.
fouth: must you really do that. can’t you see i’m having my exams. i  WANT TO STUDY. I DONT WANT TO DO SUCH IDIOT SHIT THINGS. OKAYS.

i want to study. this is just a few words i want to say to you.

listen this:

I WANT TO STUDY!~

need me to translate to chinese?

what’s the damn  problem!!!!

seriously i should just go out and study.
i regretted staying at home today. REALLY! giving me such problems.

i shall dig someone out to go out and study everyday.